I have ignored this blog for a long time because, for a long time, I felt as though I have nothing at all to say. Putting words on paper, or for that matter, on the Internet makes me feel terribly anxious. I have an irrational fear of being criticised for simply having feelings. I do not really understand where that fear stems from, which is why I call it irrational. Perhaps, it stems from my social anxiety; a part of me feels safer with the outer world being oblivious to my feelings – my words, but, the other part keeps on insisting that I have many things to say. There are things I would like to share with the world, I just do not have to courage to do so.